ke mana arah kita(aku)?

where suppose i go?shud i just let it go n return back to malaysia.end of story.we have a forum for one world week. the mindset matters:palestine and israel. quite nice on the surface-it's like everybody have common idea to bring peace. but, the speakers don't have Enthusiasm at all.monotonous speech.but, the development of the forum wasn't going very well.they dont want to discuss about palestine-israel so much. they just go thru what are their organisations do instead of how far they have reach their objective(did they have an objective???hmmmm,i dun thnk so...) the most unexpected answer is(not really act) the lady(jewish) say that she doesn't hv any prob of sleeping(as to answer the Q-did she feel guilty for establish israel on an expenses of palestinians).she dont have empathy at all. i'm so shocked dat she will say that in front of palestine students here. absolutely no regret at all.even the table speaker give a biased conclusion which say that muslim are backwards. dont want to follow the rule of the US-dont want to be modern etc etc. feel so pissed off. but, i know why he said like that. he also has been brainwash!!! US conquer everythng n we have to fallow them. we,muslim dont want to go after money or dunya.the only matter is mardhatillah. the mindset matters: is it?