Yes, I'm married ... but?

who am i?...i'm spiderman...actually i've a bad n good news..wut ever p0n the bad news look so bad and the good ones doesn't good enough...shud i cry or shud i smile?..there are so many people care about me...when she hugs me,seriously i dunno wut to say..n even when others seem to be soooo caring, i can't say anythng...shu i tell them, i've no guts to tell them actually...when we think she or he will always be there for us...we actually make a big mistake..don't trust in it...anyone can be trust if there is u have faith in them..not necessarily just one or 2 persons...yup,i made a big mistake...i believe dat they don't want to know about my probs but they really kind...we are family rite?...sori2...dat's da onli thng i can say...my face shows dat i've lotsa probs...huhuhuhu...i realise sumthing...in order to love sumbody,u've to love Allah first...she alwiz say dat "siti sabar"...sabar bknnye duduk diam x buat2 ape but stop,think and act...it's not easy...but,she says siti kuat-you're such a strong person...i don't really care about all the probs ...but,the truth is i'm sooo depressed! until i can't think straight n make a good solution out of it...i just don't care and live a happy life...is it really a happy life?...not so sure..but,it's all i can do now...tetiba teringat abah...how we alwiz talk n chat about everythng ...about life...miss dat time soooooo much!!!